I Gotta Write My Own Symphony: Archive

novemberskys asked: I hope you stay strong and blessed. Thank you for following my tumblr. God Bless You. :)

Sep 1st

Aug 31st

Have you ever felt so low in your life to the point when you randomly messaged somebody, desperation crying out asking “hey, can we talk?” and the receiver replies quick as the speed of light with that yes that you’ve been waiting for, finally a chance to free yourself of the thousand paperweights clipped on your head, glued to the your lips so heavy in their frown, finally...

Aug 30th

There are those who influence you to do what is wrong and no matter how awful you think they may be, you can’t turn your back and shut your ears off to what they’re saying and in the end you come out a different person, lost and swayed and confused by what is true and trying to regain what you used to believe. I had my own beliefs about love and sex after marriage and how...

Aug 30th

If you wish. →

Aug 29th

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Aug 28th

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Aug 27th

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Aug 27th

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Aug 27th

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When I say “I Am a Christian”

spiritualinspiration: When I say… “I am a Christian” I’m not shouting “I am saved” I’m whispering “I was lost!” That is why I choose this way. When I say… “I am a Christian” I don’t speak of this with pride. I’m confessing that I stumble and need someone to be my guide. When I say… “I am a Christian” I’m not trying to be strong. I’m professing that I’m weak and pray for strength to carry on....

Aug 27th

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I am a spirit but even sometimes I forget.

That’s how powerful the world is. You can forget who you really are, what you’re really meant to be.

Aug 27th

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I have come across the incredible realization that you have to fix yourself— make sure you’re on the right track so that you can have time for everybody else. Like you have to be the best version of yourself, because the more you have control, the more you can be there for the people around you, for people who need you instead of selfishly worrying only about yourself. You fix yourself...

Aug 27th

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In the know.

Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve come to the definite realization that everything will always be okay. That no matter how far I would screw myself up, there would always be something— or someone— to talk me up, tell me “hey, you’re going too far down the wrong road. Trust me, you don’t want to go there. Turn right back.” My inner locus of control. My...

Aug 27th

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When someone calls you a 'charmer' and you begin...

Aug 26th

M: I want a kiss goodbye.
B: No.
M: What. Why!
B: Because you're my second lieutenant and you're not going anywhere. You're staying with me.
M: Second lieutenant? Why am I not your first?
B: Because I'm the first. You're my second in command. 
M: *snickers* I'm not dying for you.
B: No. But you will be my wife someday. 
: )

Aug 26th

It is so nice to get messages once in a while.

Random or not, or just to say hello, please do not hesitate to ask. :) :( :|

Aug 24th

olenasivchuk asked: God is always waiting to take you back. Jesus blood is stronger, and more powerful than any sin or weakness you might have. Let Him back in, it's never too late. <3

Aug 24th

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The brain is not a muscle.

It is an organ and it’s got functions and I wish I could use it right now but it is throbbing so much I can’t concentrate on anything serious, it’s like using my brain causes it to break down immediately in pain, after just ten minutes of deep thinking and I am telling you, the brain is not a muscle but it sure acts like one. I wonder if the brain has somehow tricked itself to...

Aug 24th

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“The more we let God take us over, the more truly ourselves we become - because...”

– C.S. Lewis I reblog about God but I have cut my relationship from Him for such a long time. :( I don’t know how to get back to Him in this state of sinfulness. I don’t know how to reach for Home. I reblog about God but I am a hypocrite who does not know genuine love, alienated by my...

Aug 24th

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God Sees Me by Kari Morris

themorninglight: God sees me. I have His full attention. He is mesmerized by every blink every exhale every quirk- even the odd way that I twist my hair. I don’t have to make a sign or yell or stand on a tall chair or wear bright, neon colors. No. If I were 4,000 miles underground If I became a grain of sand If I floated about as a vapor If I were invisible- feel invisible- am invisible- God...

Aug 24th

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I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY

FUCK.

Aug 24th

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Fear.

There’s a fright that runs through the gutters of your heart every time you are incapable of doing what you ought to be doing, like hitting the books whenever there’s a gargantuan of a test the next day yet there are moments when you get by, nights when procrastination leads to perfection because you are able of A’s even when your review was last minute, you wonder how you got...

Aug 24th

Can I meet you?

Aug 22nd

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Aug 22nd

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“Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more...”

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Aug 22nd

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Crazier things have happened.

I am convinced I have some sort of spiritual matter attached to me, not within which is obviously my soul but something following me, like a presence I cannot see but somehow feel though the real proof is this: our cockerspaniel barks at only me every time I come around and God knows I’ve been in this house so long I am practically a hound limb. My home houses twelve human beings and he...

Aug 22nd

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Goodbye.

You told me to go with my gut & this is it:Things like this always have to come to an end, especially with me, in the life I live I am meant for more, and so are you but you & I are not meant to be.I wish I’ve done it sooner so this wouldn’t be as hard as it is,every single day I would want to come online and talk to you and every single day I’d have to be strong and hold...

Aug 22nd

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